BLURRED LINES
Rating: PG-13 to R
Genre: Drama,Angst
Pairings: Akame, PiKame, JinDa & JunDa
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6: Looking for a Place
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When the cameras flash with a blinding light, that one moment feels like he is bathed in white radiance. Those lips are curved into a vague smile but his eyes always seem to look past the camera and into unknown vastness. A thin arm wraps around his and tugs him closer into his side.
He and Kamenashi stood side by side bathing in the same said light. His mind was spinning yet he tried his best to keep his face unchanged. After all, Shuji to Akira was just a temporary thing like most others and was to end when it was supposed to. He knew each day that passed meant the end of the dream came in closer and faster, and that happiness he felt for a second melts away and is replaced with anxiousness.
Yamashita hoped that each day he spent with Kazuya had an extra hour.
He gives a meaningful glance towards the other boy, a glance that meant more than any single word would be able to describe but he told himself such glances would only have meaning to the younger man if they were from Akanishi.
So he looks away, pushing the thought of ever having Kamenashi to the back of his mind. How incredibly foolish it was to hope emptily. But he was completely mistaken; his glances did have meaning to Kazuya who bit his bottom lip as his senior shifts his view to something else.
The words were stuck on Kamenashi’s throat.
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Yamashita Tomohisa did nothing but sit in his plastic chair during breaks of Nobuta wo Produce’s filming.
With long legs stretched across the ground, his arms stretched to the sky and his head is lifted up to give himself a clear view of the azure sky. The white feathery clouds move slowly and a gentle breeze passes him by.
From his pocket he brings out his cell phone, it was a good view and he wanted to capture it.
It was better than doing nothing.
A click sound is made and he gazed at the picture with a lazy expression on his face.
“Yamapi, what are you still doing here?!”
He lowers his phone and focuses it towards from where the voice came from. It was Kamenashi again; he zoomed in and took a picture of the other’s furious face and smiles a bit as he looks at his work.
“You look funny. You make the funniest faces.”
“Shut up, you’re the one who makes the weird faces!”
“No, you are.”
He liked it whenever he could make Kazuya sigh in irritation. He liked affecting the other’s mood in whatever way possible, he was like an immature young man who enjoyed seeking attention by annoying the person his liked. Never mind the fact that such a method is hardly proven effective to gain someone’s affection.
Kamenashi pulls a chair next to him and looks at the people who run about hastily across the set with such energy that none of them seemed to be infected of.
“Kame, this is my place.”
Tomohisa mumbles out recklessly not caring of however the man beside him would interpret such a statement. He just looks at him intently, the lousy appearance subsiding and an appeal of intensity surfaces to the exterior.
Kazuya felt the deep stare breaking down a mask he had so long managed to keep wearing until now. It was hard to say the truth; it was hard to tell the other that he was just as selfish and self-centered as Yamashita. It was hard to admit that he too, believed that his was his place. That Shuji to Akira was all he could ever ask for.
It was his only means to escape the reality that constantly bit at him every single day.
He was happy the way things were with just the two of them, and for once, he aspired that one day that he may be given the chance to be selfish and stay this way as long as they both wanted to.
A strong hand takes a grasp of his thin wrists, pulling him with a little force just so he could look at Yamashita’s eyes.
“What about you? What is your place? Do you have one?”
He found himself lost in those orbs of pure ebony and he felt it. Slowly, his barrier was being chipped away, crumbling into dust to be carried by the wind.
“I- I don’t know.”
He quietly intercepts or attempts to intercept. He looks away face turned to the right, away from his senior. His breathing becomes inconsistent and his face is flushed due to the obvious lie.
He was falling for a man that would certainly make his life more difficult than it already was.
Tomohisa was Jin’s bestfriend. The closest friends possible, they had a friendship that had no bitter rivalry or insecurity. For him to jump in hastily into such a complicated web would mean far more complexity than any other situation he had ever been.
His fellow KAT-TUN member had yet to cease pursuing him, and things were evidently out of place and no resolution had been yet to be provided. And now he knew why couldn’t return those feelings Jin had imposed upon him, for he, had already learned to love someone else without hardly knowing the reasons as to why he did, he just did.
He closes his eyes and clenches his fist wishing to himself that Yamashita was only joking.
The crew member shouts out their name and both couldn’t help but slightly jump up in surprise. Yamashita lets go of his wrists quickly turning his head to the direction of the staff member. He does too, only he is more dazed due to the earlier events that took place in a spur.
He looks up to the older man who tells him that he ‘should get his lazy butt moving’ pulling him out of his chair by dragging him by the arm.
The hands that held his were warm and he couldn’t help but want to keep on holding unto that same hand.
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Author’s Notes: Sorry for the late update. I had to wait for inspiration to hit me and it did only lately. ^^; I was really surprised that everything seemed to flow out as I typed this (okay so maybe I wrote the draft 79432942398 months ago in my notebook but still—) probably because there has been a severe lack of JE fics to supplement my fangirling. ^^; There is a bitter love forming between Kame and Yamapi and I hope t was depicted well enough. Like PiKame but I love Akame just as much LOL *totally random* Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed this chapter! =3 Comments are very much appreciated! :3
Rating: PG-13 to R
Genre: Drama,Angst
Pairings: Akame, PiKame, JinDa & JunDa
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6: Looking for a Place
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When the cameras flash with a blinding light, that one moment feels like he is bathed in white radiance. Those lips are curved into a vague smile but his eyes always seem to look past the camera and into unknown vastness. A thin arm wraps around his and tugs him closer into his side.
He and Kamenashi stood side by side bathing in the same said light. His mind was spinning yet he tried his best to keep his face unchanged. After all, Shuji to Akira was just a temporary thing like most others and was to end when it was supposed to. He knew each day that passed meant the end of the dream came in closer and faster, and that happiness he felt for a second melts away and is replaced with anxiousness.
Yamashita hoped that each day he spent with Kazuya had an extra hour.
He gives a meaningful glance towards the other boy, a glance that meant more than any single word would be able to describe but he told himself such glances would only have meaning to the younger man if they were from Akanishi.
So he looks away, pushing the thought of ever having Kamenashi to the back of his mind. How incredibly foolish it was to hope emptily. But he was completely mistaken; his glances did have meaning to Kazuya who bit his bottom lip as his senior shifts his view to something else.
The words were stuck on Kamenashi’s throat.
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Yamashita Tomohisa did nothing but sit in his plastic chair during breaks of Nobuta wo Produce’s filming.
With long legs stretched across the ground, his arms stretched to the sky and his head is lifted up to give himself a clear view of the azure sky. The white feathery clouds move slowly and a gentle breeze passes him by.
From his pocket he brings out his cell phone, it was a good view and he wanted to capture it.
It was better than doing nothing.
A click sound is made and he gazed at the picture with a lazy expression on his face.
“Yamapi, what are you still doing here?!”
He lowers his phone and focuses it towards from where the voice came from. It was Kamenashi again; he zoomed in and took a picture of the other’s furious face and smiles a bit as he looks at his work.
“You look funny. You make the funniest faces.”
“Shut up, you’re the one who makes the weird faces!”
“No, you are.”
He liked it whenever he could make Kazuya sigh in irritation. He liked affecting the other’s mood in whatever way possible, he was like an immature young man who enjoyed seeking attention by annoying the person his liked. Never mind the fact that such a method is hardly proven effective to gain someone’s affection.
Kamenashi pulls a chair next to him and looks at the people who run about hastily across the set with such energy that none of them seemed to be infected of.
“Kame, this is my place.”
Tomohisa mumbles out recklessly not caring of however the man beside him would interpret such a statement. He just looks at him intently, the lousy appearance subsiding and an appeal of intensity surfaces to the exterior.
Kazuya felt the deep stare breaking down a mask he had so long managed to keep wearing until now. It was hard to say the truth; it was hard to tell the other that he was just as selfish and self-centered as Yamashita. It was hard to admit that he too, believed that his was his place. That Shuji to Akira was all he could ever ask for.
It was his only means to escape the reality that constantly bit at him every single day.
He was happy the way things were with just the two of them, and for once, he aspired that one day that he may be given the chance to be selfish and stay this way as long as they both wanted to.
A strong hand takes a grasp of his thin wrists, pulling him with a little force just so he could look at Yamashita’s eyes.
“What about you? What is your place? Do you have one?”
He found himself lost in those orbs of pure ebony and he felt it. Slowly, his barrier was being chipped away, crumbling into dust to be carried by the wind.
“I- I don’t know.”
He quietly intercepts or attempts to intercept. He looks away face turned to the right, away from his senior. His breathing becomes inconsistent and his face is flushed due to the obvious lie.
He was falling for a man that would certainly make his life more difficult than it already was.
Tomohisa was Jin’s bestfriend. The closest friends possible, they had a friendship that had no bitter rivalry or insecurity. For him to jump in hastily into such a complicated web would mean far more complexity than any other situation he had ever been.
His fellow KAT-TUN member had yet to cease pursuing him, and things were evidently out of place and no resolution had been yet to be provided. And now he knew why couldn’t return those feelings Jin had imposed upon him, for he, had already learned to love someone else without hardly knowing the reasons as to why he did, he just did.
He closes his eyes and clenches his fist wishing to himself that Yamashita was only joking.
The crew member shouts out their name and both couldn’t help but slightly jump up in surprise. Yamashita lets go of his wrists quickly turning his head to the direction of the staff member. He does too, only he is more dazed due to the earlier events that took place in a spur.
He looks up to the older man who tells him that he ‘should get his lazy butt moving’ pulling him out of his chair by dragging him by the arm.
The hands that held his were warm and he couldn’t help but want to keep on holding unto that same hand.
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Author’s Notes: Sorry for the late update. I had to wait for inspiration to hit me and it did only lately. ^^; I was really surprised that everything seemed to flow out as I typed this (okay so maybe I wrote the draft 79432942398 months ago in my notebook but still—) probably because there has been a severe lack of JE fics to supplement my fangirling. ^^; There is a bitter love forming between Kame and Yamapi and I hope t was depicted well enough. Like PiKame but I love Akame just as much LOL *totally random* Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed this chapter! =3 Comments are very much appreciated! :3
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